SHIRLEEN :: KORIN :: LYNSSEY I AM ABBA DADDY BELOVED CHILD
WISH 1: ACHIEVING BESTEST GRADES
WISH 2: MY WALK WITH ABBA DAD
WISH 3: WISER ; ANNOINTING
WISH 4: MORE $$$ hAhHa
WISH 5: JOYFUL
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by ice angel
I browse through friendster and chance upon the 'recent update' column and saw my ex profile under the column. A girl was beside him in his arms. Realized he might had just found a new gf already. Quite cute and demure looking. Petite size. Guess this is the type of girl he likes. Thou I had forgotten about him quite awhile ago but just a slight tinge of dunno wad feeling is this. More of the negative feeling I guess but at least I know I had make the right decision previously of ending the relationship. He has get on with his life with a new partner. Actually gives me the temptation of wanting to jump into a new relationship too or just find anyone to crush or like but does it help me any better? Is it someone I can spend my days with? And whether I am ready for it? If all these goes back to square one of getting hurt again, I rather wait along for the best one God has in mind for me. God has a reason for requiring our patience regardless our anxiousness, frustration or wadever it is. Temptations come to us most often when our needs are unmet. Perhaps we can deal with being different, or even have the courage to stand alone but can you deal with loneliness? Most singles falter when faced with the depression that comes from the pain of loneliness. When lonely and single. we are hungry for fellowship. When you are hungry, you are more tempted to eat then when you are full. The need not to be alone is legitmate but how we handle that need is important. For now, setting the right goals in my life right. Whatever it is, I know I have my abba father to support me, I can lean onto, to cry out to, i know He won't feel tired listening to me. And wadever it is, I want to love Him more. I may feel weird for awhile, maybe just tonight, but I know God will fill me up like how he did one year ago. Its time to embrace into a new exciting year ahead! Having the faith to believe God will set everything right under His control. 
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| Eve February 7, 2007 06:34 PM PST  This is just one of my worst fears... checking his profile once to find someone else in his arms... | ||
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